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Gah. This list pretty much descrbes what I'd love to do. Maybe tomorrow, perhaps another day at least not today. Except number 8. Honestly, I couldn't make ART, for heaven's sake! HAHAHAHA. :)

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Geez. Ako na talaga ang TAONG BAHAY FOREVER. Shet. Yung tipong, may nagyayaya sayo lumabas pero katamaran ang umiiral. HAHAHAHA. Tapos pinapapunta pa ako sa Ilagan, hindi ko man lang magawa. Sheez. Grabe, severe laziness nato! Ewan ko kung procrastination lang to o sadyang wala na sa vocabulary ko ang lumabas ng bahay. Gustong gusto ng utak kong pumunta sa Ilagan at kunin ang lintek na Form137 na yan, pero I can't. I just can't. Kung pwede lang lumipad papunta dun, lilipad na talaga ako. Aish. E kung sumama kasi ako sa mga magulang ko nung Saturday odi sana wala nakong pinoproblema ngayon. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Ewan ko ba, gusto kong pumunta sa "Ilagan City." HAHAHA. (Inemphasize talaga?) Gustong gusto kong pumunta na parang ayoko. Shet. It feels weird, after 4 years, babalik ako sa place kung san ako nagtapos ng high school. Feeling ko pag punta ko dun magfflashback ang lahat ng memories. Memories which I haven't forgotten. Lalo na yung mga taong kaakibat ng bawat memories, especially 7 dwarfs! I miss them soo soo much. Alam kong hindi nila mababasa tong blog ko. At feeling ko din na they've changed, or I've changed. Feeling ko we're not that close anymore. Yung tipong pag nagkita siguro kami today awkward na kasi its been 4 freakin' years na hindi ako nagpakita. How rude of me. Well, wala akong magagawa, what is done is done. I hope kilala pa rin nila ako, sana may konting memories na nagstay sa kanilang unconscious minds. I MISS YOU GUYS, SRSLY. If I could turn back time, seh. Joke. I know I couldn't. And honestly, TALKSHIT lang talaga ako. Yun lang yun. I don't know. Ang gulo ko e. :3

Well, Hello there.

Yaaaaay! I lovin' this semestral break. So many happenings, so many things to do, so much time to procrastinate. :)

Whew. Anyway, it's 15 days before my 20th birthday! How uncool is that? HAHAHAHA. Ugh. I feel soo friggin' old. LIKE, WTF?! I want to become a teen - forever! :))))))))))))
Yes, I know it isn't possible. Well, I guess I'll just have to accept the fact that I'm turning 20 and celebrate it with my family and close friends, thanking everyone I know for being a part of my life here on Earth for twenty years. I feel like I'm still not mature enough for my age and quite frankly, I have soo much to learn. I really need to work myself up, act like a LADY, not a freakin' TEENAGE DIRTBAG 'coz I'm FUCKIN' TWENTY YEARS OLD!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

LOL. Who cares? NO ONE. So, I'll shut up. :x

TEEHEE. Advance Happy Halloween! :3

:S

Shh. So bored. Walang magawa. Almost 3 hours na naman tambay sa covered walk. Hmm. Sana sembreak naaaaaaaaaaa! Gusto ko pumunta sa Manila. Kaso hindi pwede. Tengeneng CS exam yan. Wrong timing! Kainggit  tuloy sila Mama, pamani-manila lang sila tapos wedding anniv daw nila icecelebrate sa Araneta sa concert ng America ba yun? I dunno. K. Edi sila naaaa. Nahiya naman ako sa Lower box ticket nilang almost worth 6k. Hahahaha. Pambili ko pa sana yun ng cellphone. LOLS. Asa pa me. Anyways, I'm really happy for them. 20th anniversary nila e, which also reminds me that I'm turningg 20 naaaaaaaaa! Oh fuck. I hate counting my age. I wanna be forever young. :)

09/16/12

Ugh. Hello Sunday evening. I'm at home, sitting prettily. Oops, I'm actually sitting ugly. HAHAHAHA. So nothing new. I'm busy surfing the internet again. I recently got addicted to Pininterest,  it's like a mini Tumblr, lot's of nice stuffs. I'm so over Facebook, and all of its non-sense. HA! Goodnight, fellas  ~_~

Ikaw? Anong kwentong Fibisco mo? :))))))))

Yung feeling ko na...

1. I'm such a failure. I can see my future already. I know, deep in my heart na wala akong future elsewhere. Walang patutunguhan ang buhay ko. My life is so pointless. Andaming signs na nagpapatunay na I'M A GARBAGE. Salot sa lipunan in talalog. HAHAHAHA. :DDD

2. Sana, sana talaga merong tinatawag na "reincarnation." Nakakastress ang buhay ko. I want to be someone else. Nakakastress maging wala lang, maging invisible sa society, maging "AVERAGE" student, maging walang kwentang tao, maging walang silbing anak, maging "happy-go-lucky", maging pessimist, maging lahat lahat naaaa! Ayoko naaaaaa. I wanna die!

3. Itawa ko nalang kaya lahat ng problema ko. Nakakapikon ang mga problemang alam mo yun, wala namang matinong solution. Kung pwede lang itulog at kinabukasan wala na siya edi ginawa ko na. Odi mas marami sanang taong mas masaya ngayon. Ewan ko, bakit ang pag-aaral ay nagiging problema ko at siguro pati narin ang ilan sa mga estudyante ngayon? HAHAHAHA. (Shet, sorry naman sa aking pagtatagalog.) What's with our generation ba at lagi nalang sinasabing "hyper" o sobra na daw ang ugali ng mga kabataan ngayon. Yung totoo? Ano ba ang ugali ng mga kabataan noon? And, kelangan ba talagang magkapareho ang pag-uugali nila noon at ngayon? I just don't get it. Sana naman walang pakealamanan, hindi naman "namin" kasalanan maipanganak sa ganitong henerasyon.(Aw, so lalim. Hahaha) Anyway, my point is.. wala akong point. I'm pointless. Fuck me, right? :>

4. Last na to. Yung feeling na.. parang kasalanan mo pag pinanganak kang bobo. I dunno. Maybe it's true. Eh kasi naman, if you're dumb, you're dumb. Kumbaga, you're on the lowest level of the society regardless of your wealth. You can't reach too high, can't dream big. You are not worthy of excellence if you're DUMB. Why can't everyone have an IQ like that Einstein? or whoever has the highest IQ today who is alive? I mean, shit. Parang domino effect eh, if you're dumb you lack proper education & maybe proper breeding. Tapos if you lack education, you can't have top or executive positions, you can't have the best of what the world has to offer. Opportunities will be limited. Kaya my advice, mag-aral kayo mabuti, yes you. Ang hirap ng alam mo yun? Gagraduate ka na this March and yet you feel na parang wala kang natutunan all throughout these past 4 years (or maybe 15 years starting kindergarten. haha) Shet. Let the future decide. Bahala na kung saan ako ipupunta ng aking tadhana. AHAHAHAHA. ASA PA AKO!

Andami kong sinabi. Sorry naman sa kwentong fibisco ko. HAHAHAHA.

Screw EXAMS.

First day of exam is over. One major down, and I have a feeling that my exam results are pretty bad. AS IN LOSER BAD. Oh God. What on earth am I doing with my Transcript of Records? with my-freaking-self? And ultimately, with my fuckin' life? Why does internet have to be so friggin' awesome that I prefer surfing it rather than reading my notes(if I have one). Sheez. I don't know. Its like, I want to study but the internet doesn't want me to. I mean, its like drugs. I'm so addicted to it. Ignoring it is like too much. It's a NECESSITY already! You know what, I don't care if I don't pass the exams(which is likely to happen) I give up. I hate school. Screw exams. And screw grades. Screw non-sense topics that are not applicable in real life. Screw everything that's making life so complicated. Screw my future. Screw me because I'm soooooo screwed. So yeah. TEEHEE. 

Hey monday. :>

Whew, just had sinigang for dinner. My favorite. BUSOG! :D

Hi. I'm here again. Blogging for the sake of blogging. HAHAHA.

So, what's new? Nothing. Except for that I'm filing for the Civil Service exam tomorrow. Tss. I'm kinda excited and anxious in a way. Shet. I need to pass this exam pero it's on October pa naman. Pero kahit na, I really need to pass the CS exam. Sayang yung 500 php if I don't. At tsaka, it's good to be putting eligibility on my resume later soooo I must pass the Professional CS! :>

Anyway, I'll mind CS later. I really need to rest. It's gettin' late and my class starts at 9 am tomorrow plus a bonus quiz. Dammit. SO, GOODNIGHT. XO.

Oh please.

I'm tired already. Enough of this bullshit. I wanna eat. I want to rest. I badly need 132081974485960 hours of sleep. Kidding aside. HAHAHA. Hell, I wanna die. Joke. Aaaahh, not in my best mood. I thought Fridays are supposed to be amusing. Well, apparently, it is not. Soooooooo, I'm think I'm gonna amuse myself. Watch movie? Watch porn maybe? HA! #lol

Happiness! :*

Wee. Busog na busog. Spell matakaw? AKO. Batil patong + Cheeseburger + Fries. San ka pa. HAHAHA. <3 <3

Ubos na naman pera ko. Pero its worth it. I passed my Econ3 and FM9 exams! Yey! :D
Sa Econ, petiks. Pero sa FM9, ako pumasa? Majority of the students failed. HAHAHA. WHAT A JOKE. 'AM NOT THAT STUPID PALA E. :))))))))

Shet. Wahahahaha. Ang galing ko lang e noh? Chumamba. LOLS. Ansaya. Kahit papano nabawasan ang depression. Goodluck nalang sa results ng ibang major bukas. Medyo nireready ko na sarili ko sa results. & somehow nafeel ko na ring bagsak nako dun. Ewan ko nalang talaga kung pumasa pako dun, bilib nako sa aking chamba powers pag ako pumasa dun seriously. XD

SSSUUUUCCCKKKKEEERRR..

Hi bitches! My exams are almost done. HAHAHAHA *evil grin*
3 more exams tomorrow. Wuhoo! It's time to PARRRRRTTTTTTEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHH! Hard! Party like.. a rockstar? Party like, its the end of the world? LOLJK. No party for me. :>

I might be partying if the results of my exams are good. But so far, so bad. And I'm pretty sure that my grades aren't that pretty. So yeah. Cheers to my failures! Cheers to whatever's left of my silly brain. Exams just suck & suckers really suck at exams! 


Vodka, anyone? :)

It's more FUN in the Library

So I've found this book in our library & I'm having so much fun reading it. Sophie Kinsela's book REMEBER ME. Kinda outdated though, HAHAHA. I giggled on almost every page. It pretty hilarious! And I can't stop laughing inside the classroom. My classmates think I'm nuts laughing by myself for no apparent reason. I wanted to finish it today or maybe tomorrow but unfortunately, I can't because of BLOODY PRELIM EXAMS! Well, I hope this book gives me wisdom and instant knowledge for my exams or I'll find myself enrolling the same subjects next semester. Tough luck. HAHA.

Random THORsday!

HAHAHA. I'm so happy, pagkamalan ba naman akong 1st year college ni Manong Tricycle driver. Lol. compliment. *segway* XD

Anyway, THURSDAY it is! Or should I say, THORsday. Thor's been trending for like 24 hours on Twitter, and quite gaining popularity on Facebook. HAHAHA. What's with Thor ba? Honestly, I don't know. I guess people can't get over the movie THE AVENGERS & still stunned with his HOTNESS. Err. I don't find Chris Hemsworth hot though. Don't know why, he's just not HOT fer me! HAHA :))

E kasi KJ.

Okay. I heard it from my mom, I'm officially "KJ!" HAHAHAHA. Pano ba naman gusto niya daw manuod ng pageant, e sa wala nga ako sa mood. at anong petsa na?! Mag aalas-diyes na oh. Tinatamad lang naman po ako. Sabi niya wala man lang daw akong supporta sa aking batchmate na sumali. Meron kaya, I supported her through Twitter! Lololols. Pero seriously, gusto ko talagang pumunta kanina kaso ayown, umiral na naman ang aking katamaran. Sana may livestream na rin kasi. Apparently di uso 'yon sa probinsya. IT'S MORE FUN IN THE PROVINCE! Wuhoo! HAHAHAHAHA. :))

No coaching, please.

Why hello there. My exams are done. I'm so over Law but I think my professor likes me. Not like, "like", ya now what I mean? HAHAHA. She likes me as a student. Imagine after our quiz she immediately shuffled our class card obviously for our recitation. So, yeah, I got called and guess what, I discussed in front of the platform and explain my answer on the board, lucky me, I was able to recite even though she became very moody and asked me if someone's coachin' me or whatever. I was quite irritated because no one's really coaching me that time. She said "You will not take your seat unless you explain that well." Panicky, I talked and talked and obviously she's not satisfied with my answers so she called another guy - which fortunately cannot also explain what I just said. So my prof started talking to me saying, "Yvette, you want to change your answer?" I was hesitant at first but I actually said YES. And she said "Make sure you'll give me the right answer so that I can give you five." I knew that was my last shot so I came and change my bloody answer to the board and explain twice because my classmates could not understand 'daw' my explanation, thank God my prof accepted my answers and let me have my seat. Hope I got 4 or 5 in the recitation. PS: recitation score ranges from 0-5. & will be computed 30% of our Class Standing. I must do good, for heaven's sake! XD

Stormy. FVCK ME.

Storm signal number three in the HOUSE! & we still have classes! Ugh, fvck my school for being a bitch. Anyway, who wants to go to school with this unbearable weather? So I skipped my 4.30 class today. YAY! So much for my ditching stories. Well, I'm supposed to be home by now, but guess what, I'm still here in our apartment waiting for BLOODY SATURDAY to come. Ah, I guess I'll be fvcking myself here. Errrrrrrr. :(((

Dear Crush.

Have we met already? Please inspire me, whoever you are. HAHAHAHAHA. XD

It sucks to have no crush in school. Pano ba naman, wala man lang gwapo or cute or someone interesting sa aking pinapasukang unibersidad. Haha. Wala e. I have no inspiration. O Lord, please give me one. Nyahaha. Seriously, wala talagang kwenta sa school e, wala ding matinong mga estudyante. Iilan lang siguro kaming matino. hahahaha. JK. :)))

QUOTE ME NOT ii

Spending time with you is like eating handfuls of caterpillars, uncomfortable at first..
but totally worth it when butterflies spray out of my butt! :)

When I go to bed, half the time I'm not really sleeping. I'm usually lying there making up scenerios in my head.

Dear boyfriend, your wallet was getting fat so I thought I'd take it out for some exercise. Sincerely, girlfriend.

To those who judge me on who I talk to, the people I like, the things I waste my time on, my opinions, my appearance, my mistakes. SCREW YOU

Girls are like roads… more the curves, more the dangerous they are.

Dear girls, Please realize that clothing printed with the "word" sexy doesn't increase your sexiness in any way whatsoever. Sincerely, guy.

If lessons were taught as songs, my grades would be 100x better.

Life doesn't change people do. So learn to accept the fact that everyone is not who you thought you knew.

The awkward moment when someone you hate thinks their opinion is valid.

I wonder if aliens ask each other... Do you believe in HUMANS? *HAHAHAHA*

Hello 2012!

Happy New Year everyone! How's the first 24-hours of 2012? Hope everybody's okay. 

New year, new beginnings they say. Well, let's hope it would be good beginnings. I was actually hoping that this year would be wonderful for me because I heard people born with the year of the monkey would be lucky according to Feng shui.  Let's hope its true. HAHAHA.

Anyway, school's approaching --- FAST. I didn't even have the chance to go out with my friends during my 2-week vacation. I pity myself. lol. Anyway, its my choice. No regrets, enjoyed staying at home though. Doing nothing other than eating , sleeping  and surfing the net. 

I'm a lifeless, pathetic human being with no social life at all and I'm still happy! 
No social life, no problem. I don't have to smoke and drink. I just need to lay down and look what's trending on twitter and poke a lot of people doing their on thing on the internet. I guess this has become my daily routine and I can't stop myself from doing so. 

So I think I'll have to stick to these 'til January 3 (BACK-TO-SCHOOL) and BYE-BYE VACATION.

freakin' city.

WTF. this city is such a MESS.

i hate the temp. its killin' me. REALLY!

if only i could be in the LIBRARY for 24/7. hahaha. second floor. (coolest place in school) LITERALLY. bwahahaha.

or why not use pedicabs instead of TRIKES? or solar jeepneys? (am i right? LOL) Urgh. full of smoke. dirt. dust. & everything.

note: im not an ENVIRONMENTALIST or whatsoever! hahaha.

just sharing my opinions. :)