UNLEASH FUCKING FURY.

I'M SOOOOO FUCKING FURIOUS I THINK I'M GOING TO BREAK A PERSON APART!!! AAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHH. MY HANDS AND FEET ARE TREMBLING. FUCK THIS SHIT.
CAPSLOCK CAN'T EVEN RELEASE MY FURY. Oh well! I know I'll calm down later, but hell! That group activity is full of SHIT! I'm seriously going to cut the heads of those cheaters! *evil grin* HA! HA!

This was the first time I got this temper. I guess I can't tolerate such BULLSHIT. I overreacted, yeah. SO I HAD A SHIT DAY. Enough of this. I'm tired. Laterrrrrrr. :* 

Hello 2012!

Happy New Year everyone! How's the first 24-hours of 2012? Hope everybody's okay. 

New year, new beginnings they say. Well, let's hope it would be good beginnings. I was actually hoping that this year would be wonderful for me because I heard people born with the year of the monkey would be lucky according to Feng shui.  Let's hope its true. HAHAHA.

Anyway, school's approaching --- FAST. I didn't even have the chance to go out with my friends during my 2-week vacation. I pity myself. lol. Anyway, its my choice. No regrets, enjoyed staying at home though. Doing nothing other than eating , sleeping  and surfing the net. 

I'm a lifeless, pathetic human being with no social life at all and I'm still happy! 
No social life, no problem. I don't have to smoke and drink. I just need to lay down and look what's trending on twitter and poke a lot of people doing their on thing on the internet. I guess this has become my daily routine and I can't stop myself from doing so. 

So I think I'll have to stick to these 'til January 3 (BACK-TO-SCHOOL) and BYE-BYE VACATION.

INGGITERA.

Okay. I'm officially naiinggit. Kanino? Sa mga high school friends ko. It's been almost three years at hindi pa rin ako nagpapakita sa kanila. Hindi naman dahil sa pa-VIP ako or whatsoever. Ayoko lang talaga, not now. I'm not yet ready! (HAHAHA. )


Pero kanina nakita ko yung mga pics nila. And naisip ko sa sarili ko, damn. i really miss them na talaga, FOR REAL! I want to be there. Shet. Nakakatempt lumipad papunta dun (as if) haha. Honestly, GUSTO KO NA DIN TALAGA SILANG MAKITA.


Yes, I see some of their pics regularly pero iba pa rin yung personal e. ansarap magkwento tungkol sa past na mga kagaguhan namin na ngayon wala akong mapagshare-an dahil wala sila. ang hirap naman magkkwento sa skype or kung ano mang messenger meron sila.


SO. Hanngang blog nalang ako. Kasi naman e, pakipot pa me. JK. Actually I'm trying to prove something, SOMETHING I CAN'T EXPLAIN.


Actually, lahat naman e tinataguan ko. Pati nga mga elem friends ko hindi na rin ako nagpapakita. Why? Wala lang. Trip ko lang. I'm not the life of the party naman eh, so eto pangatawanan ko na maging reyna ng KAKJ-HAN. 


I'm actually trying to shut my self from the outside world. To test people, to see who really cares, who really loves me. HAHAHAHA. I'm overly dramatic na ata. Pwde na ako sa theater? LOLS.


Ayoko na nga.. Natatawa lang ako sa sarili ko. Shet.