Yung feeling ko na...
1. I'm such a failure. I can see my future already. I know, deep in my heart na wala akong future elsewhere. Walang patutunguhan ang buhay ko. My life is so pointless. Andaming signs na nagpapatunay na I'M A GARBAGE. Salot sa lipunan in talalog. HAHAHAHA. :DDD
2. Sana, sana talaga merong tinatawag na "reincarnation." Nakakastress ang buhay ko. I want to be someone else. Nakakastress maging wala lang, maging invisible sa society, maging "AVERAGE" student, maging walang kwentang tao, maging walang silbing anak, maging "happy-go-lucky", maging pessimist, maging lahat lahat naaaa! Ayoko naaaaaa. I wanna die!
3. Itawa ko nalang kaya lahat ng problema ko. Nakakapikon ang mga problemang alam mo yun, wala namang matinong solution. Kung pwede lang itulog at kinabukasan wala na siya edi ginawa ko na. Odi mas marami sanang taong mas masaya ngayon. Ewan ko, bakit ang pag-aaral ay nagiging problema ko at siguro pati narin ang ilan sa mga estudyante ngayon? HAHAHAHA. (Shet, sorry naman sa aking pagtatagalog.) What's with our generation ba at lagi nalang sinasabing "hyper" o sobra na daw ang ugali ng mga kabataan ngayon. Yung totoo? Ano ba ang ugali ng mga kabataan noon? And, kelangan ba talagang magkapareho ang pag-uugali nila noon at ngayon? I just don't get it. Sana naman walang pakealamanan, hindi naman "namin" kasalanan maipanganak sa ganitong henerasyon.(Aw, so lalim. Hahaha) Anyway, my point is.. wala akong point. I'm pointless. Fuck me, right? :>
4. Last na to. Yung feeling na.. parang kasalanan mo pag pinanganak kang bobo. I dunno. Maybe it's true. Eh kasi naman, if you're dumb, you're dumb. Kumbaga, you're on the lowest level of the society regardless of your wealth. You can't reach too high, can't dream big. You are not worthy of excellence if you're DUMB. Why can't everyone have an IQ like that Einstein? or whoever has the highest IQ today who is alive? I mean, shit. Parang domino effect eh, if you're dumb you lack proper education & maybe proper breeding. Tapos if you lack education, you can't have top or executive positions, you can't have the best of what the world has to offer. Opportunities will be limited. Kaya my advice, mag-aral kayo mabuti, yes you. Ang hirap ng alam mo yun? Gagraduate ka na this March and yet you feel na parang wala kang natutunan all throughout these past 4 years (or maybe 15 years starting kindergarten. haha) Shet. Let the future decide. Bahala na kung saan ako ipupunta ng aking tadhana. AHAHAHAHA. ASA PA AKO!
Andami kong sinabi. Sorry naman sa kwentong fibisco ko. HAHAHAHA.
1. I'm such a failure. I can see my future already. I know, deep in my heart na wala akong future elsewhere. Walang patutunguhan ang buhay ko. My life is so pointless. Andaming signs na nagpapatunay na I'M A GARBAGE. Salot sa lipunan in talalog. HAHAHAHA. :DDD
2. Sana, sana talaga merong tinatawag na "reincarnation." Nakakastress ang buhay ko. I want to be someone else. Nakakastress maging wala lang, maging invisible sa society, maging "AVERAGE" student, maging walang kwentang tao, maging walang silbing anak, maging "happy-go-lucky", maging pessimist, maging lahat lahat naaaa! Ayoko naaaaaa. I wanna die!
3. Itawa ko nalang kaya lahat ng problema ko. Nakakapikon ang mga problemang alam mo yun, wala namang matinong solution. Kung pwede lang itulog at kinabukasan wala na siya edi ginawa ko na. Odi mas marami sanang taong mas masaya ngayon. Ewan ko, bakit ang pag-aaral ay nagiging problema ko at siguro pati narin ang ilan sa mga estudyante ngayon? HAHAHAHA. (Shet, sorry naman sa aking pagtatagalog.) What's with our generation ba at lagi nalang sinasabing "hyper" o sobra na daw ang ugali ng mga kabataan ngayon. Yung totoo? Ano ba ang ugali ng mga kabataan noon? And, kelangan ba talagang magkapareho ang pag-uugali nila noon at ngayon? I just don't get it. Sana naman walang pakealamanan, hindi naman "namin" kasalanan maipanganak sa ganitong henerasyon.(Aw, so lalim. Hahaha) Anyway, my point is.. wala akong point. I'm pointless. Fuck me, right? :>
4. Last na to. Yung feeling na.. parang kasalanan mo pag pinanganak kang bobo. I dunno. Maybe it's true. Eh kasi naman, if you're dumb, you're dumb. Kumbaga, you're on the lowest level of the society regardless of your wealth. You can't reach too high, can't dream big. You are not worthy of excellence if you're DUMB. Why can't everyone have an IQ like that Einstein? or whoever has the highest IQ today who is alive? I mean, shit. Parang domino effect eh, if you're dumb you lack proper education & maybe proper breeding. Tapos if you lack education, you can't have top or executive positions, you can't have the best of what the world has to offer. Opportunities will be limited. Kaya my advice, mag-aral kayo mabuti, yes you. Ang hirap ng alam mo yun? Gagraduate ka na this March and yet you feel na parang wala kang natutunan all throughout these past 4 years (or maybe 15 years starting kindergarten. haha) Shet. Let the future decide. Bahala na kung saan ako ipupunta ng aking tadhana. AHAHAHAHA. ASA PA AKO!
Andami kong sinabi. Sorry naman sa kwentong fibisco ko. HAHAHAHA.
