Pissed Off Lvl Over 100000000!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHDDDDDDDDDD.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Am I that bad? Kainis. Two consecutive days nakong badtrip. I don't know why. Walang matinong nangyayari sa aking life. Psh. And a while ago I received a text saying that I'm rude and I don't entertain guests, blah blah. Okaaaaaaay, I know I'm rude and mean and like I freaking care. Shet. I can't believe I still have friends. Napagtanto ko, sobrang sama pala talaga ng ugali ko. SOBRA. Yung tipong, wala talaga akong pakialam sa mga sinasabi nila na snob ako, i'm not that friendly, di marunong makisama, mean, mapanlait, lahat lahat na. Nung nagsabog ata ng masamang ugali nasalo ko lahat. Bwiset. I dunno, I guess I really don't like to care. Hindi ako yung tipong mabait, caring, humble, "very respectful", sweet, gentle, at pa-demure. It's something I am not proud of, and I know I can't please everyone at ayokong magpaka-plastic. Ewan ko, ma-pride ata ako, masyadong mataas ang tingin ko sa sarili ko kaya ganito attitude ko. I feel very bad about it, pero anong magagawa ko ganito ugali ko eh. I can't change my attitude overnight. Loathful, gruesome, annoying, sige lahat na ng label ibato niyo saken kasi no matter how good you are some people won't appreciate it. Kaya nga I like being bad, kasi at least alam ko kung sino ang mga taong totoo saken at likes me and accepts me for being me. And my point of being pissed off is gone. Whoa. I think I'm schizophrenic and bipolar na. LOL. Ambilis kong mabadtrip these days e. Tsk. Kaya minsan I want to be alone eh, mas okay kasi less drama and less bullshit.

Ang NEGA ng blog ko, kaya ang NEGA din ng mga nangyayari saken. Second week of Feb, please be good. I want to be happy na. :>

Aw. Senti.

Ahh. Senti moments. LOLJK. After kong manuod ng napakaraming movie. Eto yung clip na nagpasmile saken. HAHAHAHA. I miss my HS friends. I miss the dwarfs, I miss us! I know, I suck at miss you messages and everything but I feel like crying, lol. Hindi naman sa ganun, napaka nostalgic ng video na to. Natutuwa pa rin ako kahit na almost 4 years ago na yun. Andami kong stolen shot sa video kasi ako ang reyna ng mga stolen shots sa pagkaka-alam ko nung HS days, ako ang favorite "stolen-an". Bakit? Kasi muntanga ako lagi. HAHAHAHA. I must admit, nakakatawa talaga yung mga pics ko. Shet. Ngayong college, no one dares to make stolen shots of me. Ewan. I guess they're afraid of me, or maybe because I have not made real friends here. Ngayong college, I'm the mean girl. I'm the bully. I'm good at making fun of others. I guess I enjoyed the feeling, yung tipong isang joke mo tatawa sila kasi may point ka o kasi pangit siya end of argument. HAHAHAHA. Nung HS, hindi ako ganito ka-mean. "Landi" nga ang tawag saken, ewan ko, it's because of my eyes siguro, parang mataray na laging inaantok. Dying eyes. And these were the eyes na laging pinagttripan pati ng chem teacher ko nun. LOL. Pero, hindi ko maalala kung bat "Landi" hindi naman ako literal na malandi noon sa pagkakaalam ko, it's how I act lang. Kung pano ko ata hinahawakan ang plastic cups pag umiinom, yung tipong ganun. Pero hindi malandi na flirt. Ewan ko nga e, ang weird yet okay lang sa aking tawaging landi, it was fun. High school was fun, I can't write every little detail of what I had experienced all throughout my high school days. Masaya siya. It was all unexpected, the way na tinanggap nila ako as part of acube family the fact na hindi ako taga dun in other words i'm an "outsider" who eventually made real good friends. Ngayon, I can't say if I can call them my friends dahil wala na halos kaming communication kasi pinutol ko. I was the one who ignored them all. Kasi adik ako, at kunwaring walang pakialam at ayaw magpakita sa kanila when in fact gustong gusto ko talaga pero dala ng katamaran at pride hindi ako nagpapakita. Kaya eto, nganga. Malapit na grumaduate ang ilan sa amin at isa na ako dun, I hope *triple crossed fingers* na one of these days, magkita kita kami. Kahit one day lang. Magkwentuhan, magtawanan at magchikahan tulad ng dati. Kasi naman we're not getting any younger. I know that now, I'm getting older and I should be getting wiser. I should be surrounding myself with the people I love. Ahahaha. Nuxx. Andami kong sinabi. Acube & Dwarfs, if you're reading this right now, I MISS YOU from the bottom of my heart! I'm still alive. Love, ang korni niyong kaibigan Landi/grumpy. :* :DDDD

Knockout Sunday!

Unpleasant day for every Filipino I guess. Manny Pacquiao just got punched in the face and slept. HAHAHA. Not being rude or what. I think he's still the people's champ! But, it's a game. Boxing is just a game. You win some or you lose some. And losing twice is just awful sooo I believe it's time for Pacman to rest. For once, he doesn't deserve all the scrutiny of his fellowmen and Mexican fans out there. He has proven something, at least not today. HE'S ICONIC. No one can change that. Well, enough of Pacquiao's fight. I'm over it. You guys better be, if you're reading this!   

Annnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddd Yes. My day is almost over. I've been thinking of reviewing lately kasoo, di ko na naman magawa. Alam mo yung, "I think it's time to be serious" mode na akoooo tapos BOOM! Distractions everywhere. AAAAAH! Shet lang. Naiimagine ko yung sarili ko kung nagseseryoso ako sa pagaaral siguro Cum Laude ako this graduation, siguroooo I'll have an amazing transcript of records, siguro my future will be better. Kasooo wala eh. Katamaran. Procrastination ang nanaig. 

Alam kong I can be better. Hindi pa ito ang kaya kong abutin, I can be the best! I can even pass the CFA BOARD EXAM. LOLJK. HAHAHAHA. That's near to impossible! 

Pero, seryoso, I think, therefore I CAN! #chos

Good Morning. :)

Well. I woke up really early today with my faith restored to God. :D
Thanks to Him I'm still alive and breathing and enjoying life! HAHAHAHA.

Parang ansarap kumanta at mambulabog ng ka-boardmate peroooooo, nevermind. HAHAHA! I'll let them sleep this time. Ayoko mantrip 'coz I'm happy.  

Good vibes! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Crappy Thursday.

Thurs-date again. Haaay. Waldas dito, waldas doon. I spent almost all of my allowance this week e hanggang saturday pa pasok ko. OH MY. I have no money left. Kasi e, bat may 'pista sa nayon' eklavu na yan. Sayang yung 50 pesos na binayad namin each, isang malaking joke ang aming lunch today. 1 piece of plain fried chicken(wala man lang seasoning at breadings) tapos mga 5 spoonful of rice, pork adobong parang joke again at balatung. Sheez. E kung nagorder nlang sana kami o nagtake out. Ewan ko ba. Ang weird kasi ng department namen at ang weird talaga ng school. Sa sobrang weird di ko alam, di ko maexplain. Sobrang walang kwenta e. I mean, CICM day yun tapos hindi siya festive. Gahd. Sana may pasok nalang, maganda pa. Nonsense lang naman kasi ang celebrations sa school eh. Kung hndi korni e baduy o kaya wala lang. NGANGA forever ang mga students and faculty. Wuu. I so hate my school.

Stressed! Buti nlang busog akoooo. Busog sa kwento at happy tummy! >.<

PS: Di ko sinisiraan ang school. Ang saken lang, pag may events ganyan dapat masaya, organized and ultimately may sense. Yun lungs. :D :D

Itchy bitchy. Runny nose.

PAOS. Ako yun. Shet, hayop sa saket ng lalamunan ko again today. WTF. Sinisipon na din ako. Ughhh. >.<

Penge gamot pampa-shut up. HAHAHAHAHA. Daldal ko shet. Puro walang kwenta naman dinadaldal kooooooooo. Aish. Anyway, what happened today? Hmm.

Nothing, as usual. Hay, wala man lang bago. Hindi man lang magparamdam si crush. LOL. Jokers! 

Buti nalang walang pasok sa Public Finance at Treasury Mgmt kanina. Sarap magmuni muni sa bed at ang aga ko pala nagising. Shet. Sanay na ata ako gumising ng maaga. Lintek na sched to. Isa lang naman pasok ko kanina e 1:30-2:30 lang dapat, kaso ayun. Nagwalay na naman kamiiiiii ng mga 10am. Nagfile ng application for graduation (Ansaveh ng graduating student?! HAHAHAHA. ) Yeeez! 4 months to goooo. Imma graduate naaaa! HAHAHAHAHA. LOL. Feelingera eh noh?!  

Shet. Ansarap na parang malungkot. Ewan. HAHAHA. Ayoko pang magtrabaho. For heaven's sake. I'm not yet ready. STOP THE TIME PLEASE! LOL. Ang weird. So weird. very weird. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm not making sense, again. 
Anyway, nag TAKOYAKI din pala kami sa may St. Paul. We tried it kasi kelangan naming magdecide kung itutuloy pa ba namin ang aming walang kwentang Feasibility Study. So far, so bad. HAHAHAHA.


Pssshhh. I'm tired and my nose is really itchy. So, bye! 

Call time tomorrow: 7 am! Ugh. 

Team Darogas Forever! HAHAHA.

Rainy evening! Hmmm. Sarap matulog! Hahahaha. :)))))))))))

Woke up late, got to class almost late. Sheez. 3 minutes before the bell rang. LOL. Buti nalang nakahabol ako. Ang hirap kayang bumangon eh noh? 7 am class, pakshet. 

Anyway, boring 7 am class buti nalang wala kaming pasok after that, ayun nagmeeting tuloy kami para sa "Pista sa Nayon" kemberlu na yan.  Ang guess what, we were grouped into six ata at kami ang Team Darogas + James.  Other teams named Team True Friends, JSHEDS, Team Boys, at Team Brenda and Friends. HAHAHAHA. 

Koforme yung team names, pero nakakatuwa din siya kahit papano. After magbuild ng teams nagbunutan kami for assignment kasii nga kelangan daw kelangan magprepare ng lunch at kelangan chicken, pork adobo at balatung daw ang kakainin. Pak. HAHAHAHA. WTF talaga ang school, of all meals - kelangan talaga may BALATUNG? Obsessed ata sila sa balatung e.

Tapos ayun nga, nagbunutan kami for Team Rice, Team Chicken, Team Pork Adobo, Team Balatung, at Team Utensils and Drinks. HAHAHAHA. At fortunately, nabunot namin yng Team Utensils and Drinks! with suspicion paaa, kasi nga daw Team Darogas kamii. HAHAHAHA.

After that we went out. Ate brunch, went to Union Bank and slept in the Library. HAHAHAHA. 
1:30 to 2:30 class and after that I went homeeeeeeeee!

And now...
I'm still watching Deadly Women. So yeah. Bye! 

Kwento lungs.

It's blogging time! HAHAHAHA.

Dahil may naalala ako, I'll write in on my blog. :))))))))))

Natatawa lang ako dun sa sinabe ng aking kaibigan a while ago, *soo conyo?* Sabe niya, magugulat daw siya baka after grad or one of these days malaman niya na buntis ako, HAHAHAHAHA. WTF? Like seriously. Hindi naman siguro e noh? Malabo mangyari. 

Tapos sabe niya pa, yung mga mahinhin daw at pa-VIRGIN, take note PA-VIRGIN talaga yung exact words niya, sila daw yung maunang mabubuntis. HAHAHAHA. Shet, ako mahiyain? At pa-virgin? HAHAHAHAHA. Tawa nalang ulet. Hindi ba pwedeng wala lang syota? 

Sows. Ehhhhhhhhh. Laughtrep. Sana wag naman akong mabuntis kasi walang makakabuntis saken. Wahahahaha! Buset. 

Nyehehehehe. 

:/

Bruises on my wrist. :'(

Sooo saket. Aish. This must be the consequence of my drinking for the past few days with my period on. OH FUCK. >.<

Scares the hell out of me. I feel sick. I also vomited all the food I ate awhile ago. Sheez. I'm a little panicky here. HAHAHA. Seriously, bwiset. Dami ko din pantal pantal. Ugh. Hate it. :((((((((((

Anyway, 2 days before class finally starts! See you soon mates. :3

:)))))))))))))))))))))))

WOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH. Good morning November 3,2012! Last night was fun! :))))
Paggising ko kanina sabe ni Mama, "Oy, party girl gising naaaa!" HAHAHAHAHA. Yung totoo? Party girl talaga? Di pwedeng nakishot lang paminsan-minsan? LOL.

I'm soo happy, kasi once in a while, nakakapag-halubilo din ako kahit papano sa mga Elem batchmates ko. Hahaha! Andami ko palang namiss. Di ko na close yung iba. Yung iba eh ganun parin, parang walang pinagbago. HAHAHAHAHA. Yung iba, hindi ko kilala. Sarreh. HAHAHA.

Medyo hindi ako nagshot dahil biglang bumukol yung wrist ko at namumula yung braso ko, allergic reaction ata to dahil sa dami ng shinot namen nung isang gabe. OGAWD. What's happening to me? Hahaha! Di naman ako nahilig sa alak e. Ngayon lang talaga. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Lam niyo kung baket?
Kasiiiiiiiiiii ngaaaaaaaaaaaaa lapppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttt na ang PASUKAN! O shet. Eto na naman ang aking kalbaryo. Push! Yakang yaka to! HAHAHAHA. <3

Sinong wasted kagabi? HAHAHAHA.

Not me. Hahaha! Good time na naman kagabi. Shet. Nakarami na ako ngayong sembreak ha? Hahaha. Ansaya, nagsimula after ng exam hanggang sa huling araw ng Octo-BEER! :))))))))

What happened to me? LOLJK. Ansaya pala mag-shot. Honestly, ngayon ko lang ne-enjoy, kasi nga KJ FOREVER ako diba? :">

Wag lang araw-arawin kasi masama na yun, magiging bisyo na. Sana okay pa ang liver ko! HAHAHAHA. Anyway, in fairness to me, medyo lumalakas nakong uminom at di na nagsusuka. Achievement! LOL. Pagbigyan na ako, lapet na kasi grumaduate. After grad, may magyaya pa ba ng inuman? I doubt it. Hahahaha. Kaya ayun, sinusulit ko na! :))))))))))))))))))

:3

Geez. Ako na talaga ang TAONG BAHAY FOREVER. Shet. Yung tipong, may nagyayaya sayo lumabas pero katamaran ang umiiral. HAHAHAHA. Tapos pinapapunta pa ako sa Ilagan, hindi ko man lang magawa. Sheez. Grabe, severe laziness nato! Ewan ko kung procrastination lang to o sadyang wala na sa vocabulary ko ang lumabas ng bahay. Gustong gusto ng utak kong pumunta sa Ilagan at kunin ang lintek na Form137 na yan, pero I can't. I just can't. Kung pwede lang lumipad papunta dun, lilipad na talaga ako. Aish. E kung sumama kasi ako sa mga magulang ko nung Saturday odi sana wala nakong pinoproblema ngayon. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Ewan ko ba, gusto kong pumunta sa "Ilagan City." HAHAHA. (Inemphasize talaga?) Gustong gusto kong pumunta na parang ayoko. Shet. It feels weird, after 4 years, babalik ako sa place kung san ako nagtapos ng high school. Feeling ko pag punta ko dun magfflashback ang lahat ng memories. Memories which I haven't forgotten. Lalo na yung mga taong kaakibat ng bawat memories, especially 7 dwarfs! I miss them soo soo much. Alam kong hindi nila mababasa tong blog ko. At feeling ko din na they've changed, or I've changed. Feeling ko we're not that close anymore. Yung tipong pag nagkita siguro kami today awkward na kasi its been 4 freakin' years na hindi ako nagpakita. How rude of me. Well, wala akong magagawa, what is done is done. I hope kilala pa rin nila ako, sana may konting memories na nagstay sa kanilang unconscious minds. I MISS YOU GUYS, SRSLY. If I could turn back time, seh. Joke. I know I couldn't. And honestly, TALKSHIT lang talaga ako. Yun lang yun. I don't know. Ang gulo ko e. :3

Woosh.

I'm now officially enrolled! HAHA. This is life, last semester ko na to. I'll make sure I'll enjoy every single day of it. Kasi after 5 months or so.. I will be part of the real world where everyone needs to fvckin work and earn for a living. Whoa. I can do this! HAHAHAHAHA. :)))))))))))))))))))))))

I tell myself everyday, AM I WORTH HIRING IN THE FUTURE? Will anyone would want to work with me? I hope so and I'm praying very hard that one day, one day I can get a good job and be paid well. :3

#wooosh. :)

Well, Hello there.

Yaaaaay! I lovin' this semestral break. So many happenings, so many things to do, so much time to procrastinate. :)

Whew. Anyway, it's 15 days before my 20th birthday! How uncool is that? HAHAHAHA. Ugh. I feel soo friggin' old. LIKE, WTF?! I want to become a teen - forever! :))))))))))))
Yes, I know it isn't possible. Well, I guess I'll just have to accept the fact that I'm turning 20 and celebrate it with my family and close friends, thanking everyone I know for being a part of my life here on Earth for twenty years. I feel like I'm still not mature enough for my age and quite frankly, I have soo much to learn. I really need to work myself up, act like a LADY, not a freakin' TEENAGE DIRTBAG 'coz I'm FUCKIN' TWENTY YEARS OLD!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

LOL. Who cares? NO ONE. So, I'll shut up. :x

TEEHEE. Advance Happy Halloween! :3

^_^

Matatapos na naman ang week nato! So far, so good. Ansaya ko lang eh. :)
Tuwang tuwa ang LAw teacher namen sa suprise "pakulo" namin. Overwhelmed daw siya. Oha! Sure pass na kamiiiiiiiiiii. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Joke syempre. Sulit ang ambag na 20 pesos. LOL. Late pa nga ako sa surprise kasi medyo navibes kong late na naman ng 30 minutes si ma'am. HAHAHA. So ayun, pagpasok ko bumungad agd yung mga classmates ko. At tumambay kami sa cwalk. Nagplano ng maingay. Hahaha. tapos nagsitago kami nung makita namin yung kotse niya. Medyo pina-badtrip namin siya kasi konti lang pinapasok namin sa classroom - mga limang tao lang! HAHAHAHA. Ayun nabadtrip siya, magpapaquiz daw siya pagwala pa kami. After 5 mins, pumunta na kami sa classroom. Ayun nagbigay ng flowers and cake! HAHAHA. Kala ko nga maluluha siya eh. Medyo di kasi kami seryoso magbigay at kinantahan pa namin siya ng ABC kaya yun tawa lang siya ng tawa. After nun, we went out and ate pancit! HAPPY HAPPY. Nagshot konte ng Red Horse tanghaling tapat. At to be continued siya after exam! Hmm. Abangan. LOL. :))))))))))

:S

Shh. So bored. Walang magawa. Almost 3 hours na naman tambay sa covered walk. Hmm. Sana sembreak naaaaaaaaaaa! Gusto ko pumunta sa Manila. Kaso hindi pwede. Tengeneng CS exam yan. Wrong timing! Kainggit  tuloy sila Mama, pamani-manila lang sila tapos wedding anniv daw nila icecelebrate sa Araneta sa concert ng America ba yun? I dunno. K. Edi sila naaaa. Nahiya naman ako sa Lower box ticket nilang almost worth 6k. Hahahaha. Pambili ko pa sana yun ng cellphone. LOLS. Asa pa me. Anyways, I'm really happy for them. 20th anniversary nila e, which also reminds me that I'm turningg 20 naaaaaaaaa! Oh fuck. I hate counting my age. I wanna be forever young. :)

Suffering Sunday.

AAAAAAGGGGHHHH. After 5 hours, okay na din ako sa wakas! Fuck dysmenorrhea. Every first day of my period lagi nalang sumasakit puson ko. Kapikon at nakakainis yung feeling. Parang mamatay nako sa sobrang saket kanina. Nagsuka pako. AMP. Iniisip ko, what if tumanda akong ganito? Abnormal talaga ang hormones ko. I wonder if it's deadly. Shet. I don't wanna die. I remember last year, ganitong ganito na naman nangyari saken. Namimilipit ako sa sakit na parang it's the end of the world na. Later that day, pinacheck-up ako sa gynecologist. Pina-ultrasound ako, and BAM. Nagulat ako sa results (assuming ako that time kasi nabasa ko yung result) May nakalagay na inverted ovary blah blah blah tapos may cyst found ganun. HAHAHAHAHA. Ewan ko ba, pagkabasa ko nun natakot ako. Shet. Alam mo yung feeling na parang mamatay ka na at may taning na ang buhay mo, ganun na ganun yung nafeel ko. Sa sobrang pagiging assuming ko kelangan palang ipatingin yung result sa gynecologist kasi siya magiinterpret. Tapos ayun, normal lang daw pala yung DYSMENORRHEA ko. I felt sooooo relieved. HAHAHA. Assuming kasi ako masyado, kala ko mamatay na ako talaga sooner or later. Anyways, I'll take care of myself na talaga. Wala ng tutulong saken pag ako nalang magisa. Sabi nga ni mama kanina, "Pano kung magisa ka nalang sa boarding at di ka umuwi? O di para kang nasasaksak dun at hindi na makagalaw." And my mind answered, "Yes Ma. You're right! HAHAHAHA. Today must be my lucky day." :))))))))))))


Note to self: ANTICIPATE PAIN. >.<

09/16/12

Ugh. Hello Sunday evening. I'm at home, sitting prettily. Oops, I'm actually sitting ugly. HAHAHAHA. So nothing new. I'm busy surfing the internet again. I recently got addicted to Pininterest,  it's like a mini Tumblr, lot's of nice stuffs. I'm so over Facebook, and all of its non-sense. HA! Goodnight, fellas  ~_~

Ikaw? Anong kwentong Fibisco mo? :))))))))

Yung feeling ko na...

1. I'm such a failure. I can see my future already. I know, deep in my heart na wala akong future elsewhere. Walang patutunguhan ang buhay ko. My life is so pointless. Andaming signs na nagpapatunay na I'M A GARBAGE. Salot sa lipunan in talalog. HAHAHAHA. :DDD

2. Sana, sana talaga merong tinatawag na "reincarnation." Nakakastress ang buhay ko. I want to be someone else. Nakakastress maging wala lang, maging invisible sa society, maging "AVERAGE" student, maging walang kwentang tao, maging walang silbing anak, maging "happy-go-lucky", maging pessimist, maging lahat lahat naaaa! Ayoko naaaaaa. I wanna die!

3. Itawa ko nalang kaya lahat ng problema ko. Nakakapikon ang mga problemang alam mo yun, wala namang matinong solution. Kung pwede lang itulog at kinabukasan wala na siya edi ginawa ko na. Odi mas marami sanang taong mas masaya ngayon. Ewan ko, bakit ang pag-aaral ay nagiging problema ko at siguro pati narin ang ilan sa mga estudyante ngayon? HAHAHAHA. (Shet, sorry naman sa aking pagtatagalog.) What's with our generation ba at lagi nalang sinasabing "hyper" o sobra na daw ang ugali ng mga kabataan ngayon. Yung totoo? Ano ba ang ugali ng mga kabataan noon? And, kelangan ba talagang magkapareho ang pag-uugali nila noon at ngayon? I just don't get it. Sana naman walang pakealamanan, hindi naman "namin" kasalanan maipanganak sa ganitong henerasyon.(Aw, so lalim. Hahaha) Anyway, my point is.. wala akong point. I'm pointless. Fuck me, right? :>

4. Last na to. Yung feeling na.. parang kasalanan mo pag pinanganak kang bobo. I dunno. Maybe it's true. Eh kasi naman, if you're dumb, you're dumb. Kumbaga, you're on the lowest level of the society regardless of your wealth. You can't reach too high, can't dream big. You are not worthy of excellence if you're DUMB. Why can't everyone have an IQ like that Einstein? or whoever has the highest IQ today who is alive? I mean, shit. Parang domino effect eh, if you're dumb you lack proper education & maybe proper breeding. Tapos if you lack education, you can't have top or executive positions, you can't have the best of what the world has to offer. Opportunities will be limited. Kaya my advice, mag-aral kayo mabuti, yes you. Ang hirap ng alam mo yun? Gagraduate ka na this March and yet you feel na parang wala kang natutunan all throughout these past 4 years (or maybe 15 years starting kindergarten. haha) Shet. Let the future decide. Bahala na kung saan ako ipupunta ng aking tadhana. AHAHAHAHA. ASA PA AKO!

Andami kong sinabi. Sorry naman sa kwentong fibisco ko. HAHAHAHA.

Screw EXAMS.

First day of exam is over. One major down, and I have a feeling that my exam results are pretty bad. AS IN LOSER BAD. Oh God. What on earth am I doing with my Transcript of Records? with my-freaking-self? And ultimately, with my fuckin' life? Why does internet have to be so friggin' awesome that I prefer surfing it rather than reading my notes(if I have one). Sheez. I don't know. Its like, I want to study but the internet doesn't want me to. I mean, its like drugs. I'm so addicted to it. Ignoring it is like too much. It's a NECESSITY already! You know what, I don't care if I don't pass the exams(which is likely to happen) I give up. I hate school. Screw exams. And screw grades. Screw non-sense topics that are not applicable in real life. Screw everything that's making life so complicated. Screw my future. Screw me because I'm soooooo screwed. So yeah. TEEHEE.