GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHDDDDDDDDDD.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Am I that bad? Kainis. Two consecutive days nakong badtrip. I don't know why. Walang matinong nangyayari sa aking life. Psh. And a while ago I received a text saying that I'm rude and I don't entertain guests, blah blah. Okaaaaaaay, I know I'm rude and mean and like I freaking care. Shet. I can't believe I still have friends. Napagtanto ko, sobrang sama pala talaga ng ugali ko. SOBRA. Yung tipong, wala talaga akong pakialam sa mga sinasabi nila na snob ako, i'm not that friendly, di marunong makisama, mean, mapanlait, lahat lahat na. Nung nagsabog ata ng masamang ugali nasalo ko lahat. Bwiset. I dunno, I guess I really don't like to care. Hindi ako yung tipong mabait, caring, humble, "very respectful", sweet, gentle, at pa-demure. It's something I am not proud of, and I know I can't please everyone at ayokong magpaka-plastic. Ewan ko, ma-pride ata ako, masyadong mataas ang tingin ko sa sarili ko kaya ganito attitude ko. I feel very bad about it, pero anong magagawa ko ganito ugali ko eh. I can't change my attitude overnight. Loathful, gruesome, annoying, sige lahat na ng label ibato niyo saken kasi no matter how good you are some people won't appreciate it. Kaya nga I like being bad, kasi at least alam ko kung sino ang mga taong totoo saken at likes me and accepts me for being me. And my point of being pissed off is gone. Whoa. I think I'm schizophrenic and bipolar na. LOL. Ambilis kong mabadtrip these days e. Tsk. Kaya minsan I want to be alone eh, mas okay kasi less drama and less bullshit.
Ang NEGA ng blog ko, kaya ang NEGA din ng mga nangyayari saken. Second week of Feb, please be good. I want to be happy na. :>
