Okayy. I've been torn between choosing love over my career. I guess really need to choose between the two as soon as possible. I really need to work my lazy ass out. Shit. It never occurred to me that being a bum is such a hard thing to do. I mean, you wake in the morning do nothing, eat breakfast, watch tv, surf the net, sleep and do it over again. It gets boring and boring. And now I am really bored to death, and I can't go out because I have nowhere to go. HA! How I wish I could just fly around and waste my energy on something. Something worth living. Something worth my time. Ugh. Just want to escape this world for now. Life sucks when you suck. Yeah. I think I suck at living life. :|
What a waste. I'm a waste. Psh.
