NEGA.

I don't know where to start
I feel so alone
So empty inside
Something's wrong with me, I know.

My brain's not functioning well
My heartbeat's different
My body's not that healthy
What's wrong with me?
Everybody's enjoying life,
Except me.

I do have friends
I do have my family
But I don't feel love
I'm stonehearted as fuck
I hate myself, I hate my life

For almost two decades of living here on Earth
I still don't know my purpose
Am I here to be a role model
Or serve as a bad example?

I don't where to start
And I don't know how will I end up
There's so much negativity inside my head
And its slowly killing me.