Okay. Time really flies soo fast, it’s OCTOBER! We’re a month from my EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY and I have no idea if I’m going to celebrate this so called ‘DEBUT’. For me, IT’S A NOOOOOOOOOO. I have no special plans on my birthday whatever happens. I just don’t like the thought of getting old and being mature and becoming a lady. YES, I’m not normal. I don’t want these kinds of stuff to exist. I just want to be seventeen forever! That’s MY ONLY WISH. I can’t even consider myself 18. It’s really annoying. Why do I have to go through these things which aren’t necessary? I mean, yeah, it should be nothing – in my opinion IT ISN’T NOTHING AT ALL! K