i really hate everything that's happening to me now. it's as if i'd have to choose between a YES and a YES.
i'm talking about my transferring stuffs, yeah. you've read it right. my parents wanted me to transfer to another university. and take note, it's not in tuguegarao. it's in manila! i don't know why i suddenly acted strange or feel depressed when that's what i really wanted almost a year ago. *DAMN* i just need time to think about it. and now they're rushing me to think about it, as in now! i want to - but how about my friends here? i love to be with them. laugh with 'em. eat with 'em. share every single day with 'em whether its good or bad. i mean, they're almost 50% of my life. so what am i supposed to do?
will i obey my parents?
or obey what i think will make me happy?
i don't really know what to do. i'm just scared that maybe one day i'll regret my decision. :(
