not that lucky enough.

i am acting really weird this past few days. i don't wanna get over my high school life even though i don't show it that much. maybe others think i'm okay, but in reality im not. until now i see myself walking across the buildings of a well known university and spending my time with some cool new friends. nah, that'll never happen now. i guess im just not that lucky enough to have parents which definitely knows what's better for you. you know what i mean right? im not that lucky enough to pass the only university i took. it's so unfair. why can't i take another entrance test in other universities? do i only get one choice? this situation i have is finally sinking in my head now. i don't have to argue with them now, cause i had just enrolled on my new campus. but i don't think this is the end of the world for me. maybe im destined here in my hometown. and this will be the place for my real happiness. i hope so. Wish me luck.


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